Tuesday, August 25


Oh my goodness....how God has blessed Jeremy and I so greatly!
Out of all of the wombs in the world, Jesus picked MINE for this special little soul.....He picked ME to be this child's mother.....and I am so overwhelmed with humility, as I am so undeserving.

My Dear Lord Jesus, You are so wonderful to bless me and trust me to have picked me, once again to be a mother......Please guide me to be the mommy that you have envisioned for this new little life, as well as for the precious lives of our other 4 children.

This is not our little one, as our little one is safe in my tummy, but this is a picture of a baby that is the same age as our little one
(7-8 weeks Gestation)
This is a pic of my "baby test"  Yay....I passed!
This is how Jesus announced to Jeremy and I that we were so very blessed with another sweet baby

Dear Sweet Little Baby in my womb,
You are my child and I love you dearly.  You are absolutely and completely precious to Daddy and I.  We have prayed for you so much!
We are already in love with you and we haven't even seen your precious face, nor have I been so blessed enough as to have felt your tender little body moving within me.....those things just do not matter, as we loved you before we even knew about you and we love you today and will love you forever!
We are praying for you each day that you will continue to grow and to thrive inside of me.  I will do all that I can to keep you safe and warm.  Madison, Savannah, Nicholas, and Isaac are over the moon excited to have you in our family!  What a wonderful gift you are to us and you will be, to this entire world!
 This is how we announced the blessing of our 5th baby to the kids!  Isaac got to tell them without even realizing the important news that he was sharing

(Continued letter to our new baby)
Daddy and I will go to see the doctor next Wednesday and we are praying to finally see our newest "little bean" and to see your tiny precious heart beating strong within me.

God, You never cease to amaze me.....I know that I always say that, but I mean it EVERY time!  I surrender myself (my body and my soul) to You in all things!  You can NEVER ask me for too much Lord, as if I am not honoring Your desires, Jesus, my life has no meaning.  I will follow You, my Dear Lord with confidence and faith, and without fear, because it is Your strength and not mine that will carry me through...Today, tomorrow, and always.  Please help me to Glorify You above all, in this special mission, as well as in all aspects of my life!

"Where I Belong"
By: Building 429

Sometimes I feel like I'm watching, from the outside
Sometimes I feel like I'm breathing, but am I alive
I won't keep searching for answers, that aren't here to find

All I know is I'm not home, yet
This is not where I belong
Take this world and give me Jesus
This is not where I belong

So when the walls come falling down on me
 and when I 'm lost in the current, of a raging sea
I have this blessed assurance, holding me

 When the earth shakes, I wanna be found in You
When the lights fade, I wanna be found in You

All I know is I'm not home, yet
This is not where I belong
Take this world and give me Jesus
This is not where I belong

(Nicholas, Isaac, Madison, Little Bean, and Savannah)

Isaac is going to be a GREAT big brother....we just know it!

Thank you Lord Jesus Christ,  for blessing us so abundantly, beyond our understanding!  You are working in our lives and for that, Jeremy and I will be forever grateful!
No matter what you choose for us, Lord, we will always follow You...Without question
As long as You want
As far as You want
The way that You want
Forever and Ever and Ever