Thursday, October 10

MY AMAZING STRONG AND GENEROUS HUSBAND

My love, Jeremy is the most wonderful, prayerful, and strong husband ever.   Thank you Christ Jesus for creating him especially just for me!

Through all of the hardships of our present situation with me and our little baby, Jeremy has totally taken it upon himself to do EVERYTHING for me and all of the chores around the house, seeing that I am physically struggling to do it myself.  He never complains or tires out, or stops to count the cost of this calling to serve our family....He has never failed to follow though as our protective leader in any situation!

That is a beautiful thing about marriage.  It's not 50%-50%, it's not 70%-30%, it is the married souls that make up the 100% together.  Where one spouse might fall short in times of need, the other spouse fills in with love and selfless commitment.  Just like Jeremy, you cannot count the cost.  How much is my family worth?  How far should I go until I decide it's not fair to me anymore?
These questions are questions that cannot be asked in a marriage that is truly centered on our Lord Jesus Christ.
THANK YOU LORD FOR BEING THE CENTER OF OUR MOST HOLY AND SACRAMENTAL UNION

We were visiting, as he is walking me down the halls of the hospital dragging my IV pump, still holding onto my hand, joyfully.  I felt so loved and cared for (our marriage is supposed to be a mirror image of our Heavenly relationship with our most Loving God....and Jeremy is an amazing example of this unconditional love).  One reason why my cross is difficult, is that everyone has to suffer with me in my limitations.  I feel like such a burden to my family sometimes.  So I again, wanted to tell Jeremy how wonderful he was and I thanked him AGAIN for yet another kind gesture of love.

I wanted him to know how much I appreciate all that he is doing for me and that I wish that  I would not have to be everyone's cross.  "Please don't get tired of all of this, Jeremy"  "I love you so much and I am thrilled that you would find it in your heart to love ME this much in return, but your calling to serve has been so intense recently."

He stopped me before I could finish my sentence, expressing to me so genuinely, "Kerry,  in these times of trial, it is the easiest to love you"
How incredible you are to me, Jeremy

This love is so much more than I could ever deserve, but I am so thankful for our Merciful Lord, who absolutely showers me with so many blessings that I could never merit on my own accord.  As any earthly father would, He just loves to please His children and make us happy all of the time, even when we do not deserve it.  Unlike an earthly father, our Father in Heaven (our Sweet Lord Jesus) is Perfect and His Love is Immaculate, Flawless, Everlasting

THANK YOU FOR CREATING MY JEREMY
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.......AND HE LOVES ME SO MUCH TOO