Thursday, April 23

BEHOLD I AM THY HANDMAIDEN...Fearful Little Lamb

I am not always capable of truly understanding what Our Lord has written upon my heart, and why He would EVEN bless me so much as to write anything upon my disfigured heart.
I feel so unworthy to be Loved and Cared For by such an Amazing God!  Praying the Divine Mercy always reminds me that He Loves me just because He Loves me.....and He is SO Merciful and Amazing, beyond what my injured and corrupted human-ness can even comprehend

Today, Jesus spoke to me through this beautiful song.  It was awesome how I even happened upon it, but it's just one of those wondrous moments that would be ruined by trying to put it into words.  

So all of the way home from dropping the kids off at school, I sang it REALLY LOUD while crying!  My heart burned so incredibly

"WHO AM I"
(By: Casting Crowns)

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth, would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star, would choose to light the way, of my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am, but because of what You've done, not because of what I've done, but Because of Who You Are
I am, a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow, a wave tossed in the ocean, a vapor in the wind
Still You, hear me when I'm calling, Lord You catch me when I'm falling, and You told me who I am....
I am Yours
"Behold, I am Thy handmaiden, "Timidis Autem Agnus"
(Fearful Little Lamb)

Jesus, I love you so much and I will be ever filled with gratitude that You, Who is Love, would choose to love me so much, as though there was only one person to Love.  
You are my everything, You are my every thought and my every breath.  Thank You for choosing me to be truly Yours forever.  Please, I beg of You with everything that I am, to never allow me to turn away from You.
Love, Kerry Ann