Monday, July 2

I LOVE YOU MY LORD JESUS

IT'S NOT BEEN AN EASY SUMMER JESUS
Dearest Father, my Creator, my Might Savior, the Lamb of God,

I love You so much and I am so honored to carry this special cross for You.  You gave it to me out of Perfect Love and I am eternally grateful to You. It is so heavy but made of the most amazing and glorious gems that could ever be found.  
They are not even of this earth.....for they are too precious and perfect...these gems that cover this wonderously beautiful cross were made from Your most Holy and most Exquisite Nail-Scared Hands.
  
Please stay with me forever Jesus and I will carry this cross for Your Absolute Glory.....because without You Lord Jesus Christ, I could not carry it's weight.

This proved to be a challenging summer without my sweet Gracie Ann.  My heart just aches to see her and to hold her.
  
There always seems to be someone NOT home.....you know that feeling, when one or more of your family is out and you are very aware that everyone is not home.  I have felt this awareness since February 9, 2018 at 1:24pm
 Gracie Ann ran as fast as she could towards Jesus and I am so happy for her to be out of pain and finally home where she was designed to be....just like all of us.

But my heart will always be in a continuous agony.  Jesus still greatly blesses me with genuine joy and happiness, because there is so much that He blessed me with.....my children and my husband, my family and my friends....
But underneath my skin, below the depths that the outside world can see, lies my broken and mangled heart.
I know that You are close to me always....I know that You never leave my side.  I beg of You oh Holy One, please never allow me to turn away from You.....not even for one second of my life.

I love these blessings and the opportunities to find You hidden in this earthly exile, but I yearn to be Home with You, my Father.  I long for You and to adore You eternally forever and ever without any earthly distractions

Until then......

I AM GRATEFUL FOR YOUR EARTHLY BLESSINGS, JESUS
So, I will praise You and Glorify You on this earth for as long as You desire me to my Lord
I love You with all of my heart Dear Father
love,
kerry ann