Saturday, May 25
DISNEY WORLD DAY #2
DISNEY WORLD JOY DAY#2
All of the screaming from my heart is.... “My Lord and my God!”
We are having such a joy-filled time with our littles. Gazing upon Isaac as he discovers this most happy and magical place is my true happiness.
I AM SO HAPPILY WITH MY FAMILY
But i miss Gracie Ann, seeing precious little toddlers all dressed up as princesses (the kids keep commenting to me on what she would be wearing)...my heart is filled with the sadness of a great void....but Jesus is so gentle as He whispers softly into my soul, that Gracie Ann is surrounded by more True Beauty and Adorned Glory, than my tiny little heart could ever even fathom.
My bucket list for my entire life is simply to grow in holiness, growing closer to my Jesus. As tears roll down my cheeks, while prayerfully typing this post, i realize that this suffering is a part of it...my prayer is being answered....in order to grow in holiness, i must first die to myself.....giving everything that i have, everything that i am and everything i will ever be...including my entire will, to Him💜